Why did you need to take that pill?
  never has and never will
  make you better make you well
  you're shackled in your self-inflicted cell
  sunlight you'll never see
  you're a prisoner of pharmacology
  and you're telling me you feel fine
  never better
  that's what you said in your last letter
  that was read aloud at your memorial last week
  where are you now?
  Up above?
  I hope you find some kind of love
  that isn't bottled or tamper-resistant
  but unconditional and consistent
  the peace you've spent you lifetime searching for
  if this is what it takes
  maybe others can learn form your mistakes
  and turn off that blacklight before it gets too late